Current mood:	sad and confused
Current music:	Time to Waste, Alkaline Trio, Crimson
Entry tags:	scotland

This Time I Really Have Been Abandoned
Well, Stace and his family left for Scotland today. A whole 10 weeks before I see him again. I figured we'd get some time to say a private goodbye, but we were never alone, and Stace didn't even try. I don't know what this means. I mean, we've known each other since we were babies, so, in some ways, he's like my brother. But he's a guy, too. He's cute and sweet, and I wonder if I'm, like, well, starting to have feelings for him. It's kind of freaking me out, 'cause I don't think he's feeling that way about me.

My mom let me have the day off so Auntie Bee and I could drive the MacGregors to the airport in Seattle. You should have seen the luggage. No, not a ton, barely anything. They believe in traveling light and having everything color coordinated - read, boring. I know Stace doesn't have a lot of variety in his wardrobe, being as almost everything is black, and his father's a guy, so, again, not needing a lot of choices. But how does his mother do it? Of course the fact that she wears about a size minus 3 means she can get a lot more garments in a bag than someone wearing like a 12, or something, but still.

I'm a goth, and I couldn't go anywhere for a week with just one medium size suitcase. Auntie Bee is like me. She kept shaking her head and asking Mrs. Mac if she was sure she hadn't left some luggage behind. I mean, they're going to be living there for 10 weeks!

When we got back, I had a message from Kaitlin asking if I wanted to hang out for a while. I think I'm going to call her back. I'm sitting here worrying about me and Stace, and missing him, and thinking maybe I shouldn't be missing him quite so much. This will take my mind off things.

Griz